[unhappy.week]

i feel so dissapp0inted wif my result,!! it so h0rrible!! i cried like a maniac,!! my fav subject als0 dr0pped hardly,,sumtime i can`t accept this situati0n,,maybe this is a test for me,,i`ve been so lazy f0r 4 years including this year,,h0h0,,my bad t0o,,i must change my attitude,,f0r my own sake,,huhu,,~~my hist0ry was failed,,!! haha!! i`m s0 n0t in wif this subject,,i love hist0ry but i can`t sc0re it,,it make me felt s0 unhappy,,hehe~i think i am a lucky pers0n bc0z sum of my frenz are c0ncerned ab0ut me,,haha,!! unexpectedly,,i get a big responsible to take care of h0stel wif sum of my frenz,,huhu,,my fren said, "all the things that we get right here and right now are fr0m ALLAH,,maybe He can take it from us any time and anywhere,so we must be grateful and thankful to Him."
yeah,,my fren was right,i must be grateful and thankful to HIM,!! when the full mukhtamar of MPP will be held?feel s0 impatiently `b0ut it.well,hurm,the adrenaline rushes d0wn my b0dy quickly bc0z of the 'excitement' that i will face; the end-year test! oh my ALLAH! i must hired sumb0dy to push me to study hardly-c0red.i gonna be sick and puke n0n-st0p! haha! ;) hey,,guess what,my sch0ol will having sum detenti0n class to sum of students that n0t get more than 5A`s! unbelievable! you know what,sum of peeps that must come to the class went to their home juz bc0z they were sick,well sum of them juz pretending to be sick,!! [skrg skitar sk0la ak bhy sbb dh menular H1N1,tp big b0ss x nk tutup skola,,tatau npe,,huhu,,cdey sgt,,~] i felt pity to them bc0z it juz unfair.at least the sch0ol admin can p0stp0ne the detenti0n class t0 an0ther week; the SAFE-and-CLEAN-from-the-H1N1 week.haha!! well,maybe this is called the DISCRIMINATION,right? or maybe this is called TEST FOR THE MUKMIN.if they brave to face this situation,maybe they will get the great reward from Him.now,i think i just can pray for my frenz to get well soon.ameen~ hurm,,you know,,i feel so cold in this computer lab,,i think the temperature had reached about 20-26 degree of celcius.i think my feet,hands and nose freezing right now,haha! after solat jumaat,i can g0 back to my home wif my adek.u kn0w what,my adek juz went to HKL juz right now! i was worried,like a mother cat finds her kitten.haha! funny analogy,isn`t it? i hope he will get to the school soon.i must meet him.h0h0! dunn0 why,,sum of peeps weird about my and my adek`s relationship.we been s0 cl0sed[tu pun nk pertikaikn ker,?mnympah giler!] bc0z i think i have nob0dy in this creepy and strange w0rld excepts my beloved family.s0,,i must l0ve them after my bel0ved ALLAH and prophet MUHAMMAD,His messenger.but,,all of you know,,we can`t cl0se the sum-kinda-boastful-mulutburungmurai-like,bcoz nanti air liur diorg meleleh kt tgn kite.haha! ok,close the case!