bismillah wa barakatillah~
just a few hours later, i just sent msg to my friends. jz tny kabar gitu. bermula dgn ayt ni je.
me : salam. bro,dh sehat bl0m? huhu.
die : wsalam. alhamdulillah.da. cume... still bt0k n selsema ckit;)..thanks la 4 your care :)
me : oh0ks. small matter maa~ blk bile nnt?
die : maybe ptg ni. tak pun cm bese, pg es0k. tula kekerekan ak.haha !
meleret la panjang2, from one-drop-perfumes-thingy to other mrepek thing.huhu. then, bkk isu psl buku yg meletup kt prep, that is versus. huhu.
me : weh, ak dh bce versus. tr0s mencengkam jiwa ouhh. huhu.
die : yup. change to good are not crime en. weh, bile ak bce buku tu, ak rse this is the time ak perlu berubah to be better. maybe start dr dlm dulu, then modified yg luar. hehe.
me : wah, bgs la cm2. _______________________________( ak x igt pebende.haish)
die : d0akn aku slalu. byk dugaan. trutama dugaan nafsu.
me : yup, its true. my d0a always by ur side. hehe.
die : thx bebyk ek.
me : thx to Him. die yg bukakn ati k0. huhu. h0pe k0 istiqamah.
die: _________________________________ (pun x igt.heehh.)
me : jgn ris0. aku akn slalu brda d smpg k0 slalu. huhu.
die: bmbg aku ekk. d0akn aku jugak.
me : i promise. pray 4 me t0o. mujahadah, it is hard, u kn0w. c0st a hell t0 change. sgt pedih. kne slalu d0a kt Dia la yg kite nk wt ni hny utk Dia n 4 islam`s sake.
die : u make me trharu la ****~ ak got it. ko bmbg ak ekk ;) bile ak rse pts asa, igtkn ak. eyy..
me : n0 biggies. dh3, lps ni g slt dhuha. huhu.
die : yup,thanks.
w0w, buku pun dpt merubah org utk mnjd lbih baek dr sblmnye. itu slh 1 cre hidayah dtg kt manusia yg slalu alpa. haish. trigt ak yg zmn dlu. sgt3 teruk. taleh nk tipu d0uhh. pfft. turning p0int aku mse ak f3. bg aku tu dh kire terlambat mse tu. yg len dh byk ilmu di dada, ak bru merangkak mncari chya. tp, better late than never. aku cbe berubah sikit demi sikit, walaupun de jugak la yg masih melihat aku yg dlu. sjrh hitam aku. first impression tu yg plg meninggalkn kesan. biarlah. tu hal org, len cte. alhamdulillah, carut dh settle. dh buang ja0h2. tp byk lg mnde l0m settle. mulut l0ngkang lagi, suke menyumpah org kalo bengang, even dlm ati pun, mengumpat tu x pyh ckp la, dgr lgu melalaikn tu plg pyh la nk tggl, sbb music is one of my addiction. etc etc etc. tula, berubah mnjd lebih baek ni sgt pedih. karat jahiliah tu sukar nk kikis. tp, ak msti teruskn utk cube mnjd org briman yg sejati. then, aku msti mngajak org bersme2 berpaling ke arhNya, kne melukis org utk mnjd slh seorg mujahadah. mmg btol kte sorg ni, sumtimes kite kne buat2 kuat supaya org sekeliling kite x lemah dn bersemangat. yup, that thing hits me. huhu. ptg ni blk asrama, msti de halaqah. sm0ge aku tr0s ikhlas berbuat krnNya !
alhamdulillah, rse trisi gak la arini yepp. thx to you, ALLAH~
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